NYE

since this is where i can really be myslf-- i'm glad that we're now ok. initiatives came from his end.
we were at the office. he was "floorwalking" and my supervisor asked him to track our hourly calls.. he have no choice but to ofcourse track mine, hows that?! i didnt expect that he would really get mine. because he always refuses to come even a meter close to me. i remember one time i came to work not so late but almost so i was rushing to my station or i should say reserved station by malou. i didnt know i will be sitting across him which was like a meter away. i saw a familiar bag,. but i didnt realize that it was his, then i saw him setting up the computer from another bay.then i realized ok.. he's moving away. i was a little insulted by it. because that time for me it was really nothing,. i dont care if we sit across eachother or what not!! i mean i couldnt care less, really. but anywei,. going back to the story, i doubt that he would come to me and get my "hourly" so i was surprised when i was in a middle of a call a man stood next to me reach for my tracker saying not a word then give my tracker back to my face with a smile on his face, a smile that actually says HI. which for the longest time was never heard from either one of us, honestly it was a relief that atleast and FINALLY he did it. and i know it was a sign that we should be atleast civil with eachother, and then he was promoted to be a supervisor and he has to handle our team for two days,. i saw him looking at me with that very familiar look in his eyes,with a "closed-mouth " smile on his face- if i were to ask what it meant?! it meant he wanted to say I MISS YOU. i cant remember how i responded., because it shocked the hell outta me. for almost three months we never looked into eachothers eyes, like we used to. it gave me an uncomfortable feeling that at that very moment he's looking at me . staring at me,



in short...

im just happy with how the way it is now,